Three Poems by Jonathan Butcher
Two Poems by Jay Passer
This, This is an African Moment by Amit Parmessur
Lighting a crooked cigarette in a bus overfed
with bushed Sunday people. The young conductor
too effeminate to bring back order, with the smoke
stirring silent angry looks.
Sipping some stale
Coca-Cola while being already drunk, with the
body swaying to every whim of a hungry bus driver.
Watching then the tragic landscape
for a bit of elusive escapism.
Feeling too hot, and a bit frustrated
with someone’s beautiful wife sitting just in front.
Trying to swear in a language not resembling the
mother tongue but that of a faraway father’s habit.
Falling asleep after a few drags on the cigarette
that rebels and falls down
after being left alone between stinking fingers
as good as dry ladyfingers without balls.
Being laughed at by neighbors,
by well-dressed and perfumed neighbors
with intentions darker than lethal black ants.
Waking up to have a second drag on a cigarette
that is missing. Starting to
swear heroically, searching for the cigarette that
has rolled into someone else’s temporary territory.
Aggravating the situation by releasing
from the pocket a handful of stolen,
old and bent coins onto the ground, with them rolling
everywhere like the rapid shells of paralyzed tortoises.
After Pancakes (Cause and Effect) by Rebeca Linney
Three Poems by James D Quinton
Two Poems by John Tustin
JOHN'S LIFE
The review are pouring
halfway through the season
of “John’s Life,”:
an unmitigated disaster!
A situation comedy more sad
than funny.
Poorly acted, sparsely staged,
the villain too evil to be believed,
the hero unlovable.
Like watching a car wreck
in slow motion.
The only bright spot
those two up-and-comers,
ages five and two.
Maybe they can spin off successfully,
giving viewers something beyond
a numb ass
and a bad memory.
HORSES ARE BEAUTIFUL
Horses are beautiful,
contentedly snorting, coats glimmering
as they eat their hay.
Cicadas are beautiful,
making chittering calls in the sycamores,
flicking lizard-like wings
for eagerly waiting lovers.
Sparrows are beautiful,
battling pigeons for crusts and turf,
losing and trying,
frenetically grabbing.
Pigs are beautiful.
Geckos are beautiful.
Suckerfish are beautiful.
People are not beautiful.
Three Poems by Stephanie Smith
pieces of you
splattered
on the bathroom wall
by the tampon dispenser
parts of you
discarded
in the garbage can
in the corner
disposable you
who didn’t want you
anymore?
JUST BECAUSE
I do your laundry every Thursday
because I know you won’t
I put up with the bloodstains
and the stale perfume
on the collars of your workshirts
Just because
Last week I cooked you chicken
while you sat cross-legged
in the backroom
and smoked a bowl
I didn’t even question
the corpse you brought home
and stuck in the closet
behind boxes
of old photographs
But I sleep with a pillow
between us now
A blade beneath the mattress
Just in case
THE VOYEURS OF A DREAM GONE BY
I dream of sex with a movie star
(I’m not saying who)
and a group of voyeurs
(in all sizes and colors)
One with a saw
determined to cut me in two
And I wake up feeling
so dirty and violated
like the victim of a jealous rage,
a bloated corpse tangled in bloodstained sheets
who the cops won’t find for a week
one of the fucking problems by Rob Plath
Sassafras Review
We only accept poems that gently perch in the editorial staff's heart and twitter there for weeks.
We only read submissions in the Spring. Staff apologizes for the small window of time.
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existentialism, urban blight, reality, and so on.
These are big No-No's at Sassafras Review. Be NICE! :)
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Sincerely,
The Editors:
Mary Kay Smith-Strudell, John Patrick Gray Smith III, Barbara Susan Woodard-Kasey
how do you write so much, he asked by Rob Plath
burn yr shitty choice of books
call it quits w/yr wife
abandon what's left of yr family
abandon what's left of yr friends
erase yr so-called education of lies
damage at least one of yr internal organs
study the loneliness of the planet as if it were a science
have yr skin madly itch head-to-toe 24/7 for 8 months
but live closer to yr bones than you do to yr flesh
study yr irregular heart beat upon the mattress
in the silence of a pitch black tiny room
wake up alone each morning & run yr index finger
along the blade of a straight razor
eventually, make a time machine & go back
& make yr father into a fucking monster
live beneath his roof until human blood drips from its beams
& then let me know how yr production rate increases
if it does, i have another list for you then, motherfucker
Two Poems by Paul Harrison
only for today
it is these things
that bring us
closer, nearer
that keep us sane
and longer here
and tho tomorrow
these things may disappear
or be forgotten
or turn to ash
i have known
these things
again
and marvel
in their splendour
spoiler alert
the poet
dies at
the end.
Two Poems by Melanie Browne
He was the kind of
guy who wanted
me to wrap
my hands
around his throat,
in spite of the frostbite,
he wanted me
to do something
with all that
energy,
the night he
pulled me
to the ground
he dropped his
cigarette,
after he
finished,
I found it,
and stuck it in
my hair like
a degenerate
flower
The Suggestion
She suggested that
the next time I saw
my lover, he
might appear to
me as a monster,
a manifestation,
a ghoul of some kind,
so I tried to avoid him,
I studied
the large eye spots
on a moth that
had pinned
itself to the
ceiling in an
absurd manner,
it was larger
than any moth
I had ever seen,
I was glued
to the beauty of
the ugly creature,
and never again
saw my lover,
who I heard
was once sighted
walking around
the gorge near
Mt. St. Helens,
not wearing any
clothes and
reading
Kierkegaard
act 4 by Justin Hyde
i fucked him
there's a difference,
she says into the phone
explaining that she met an old friend
they did some blow
spent the night together.
she's so sorry
loves me
can i ever forgive her?
we're not even dating
we've been
on and off
in some quasi lust
span of boredom
for a year and a half.
i don't want to be with her
she's a unidimensional flake
a simulacrum
a sub-par mother
to a three year old
who runs around
like a feral dog.
so why is my
cell-phone
in a hundred pieces?
why is my
front door
torn off the hinges?
why am i ready
to throw myself in the river
like every other
sucker through the centuries
who let a whore
drop down
into the substratum
of his heart?
Her Name Is Love by Mike Meraz
trying to be brave,
I make and accept
phone calls from women
who in most cases
could knock me out
with one decisive blow.
I am a sucker for a good body
and a good soul.
we talk for an hour,
speak ghetto,
make plans to see each other at ten,
then hang up.
I fear the authority
of street knowledge
and the ability to seduce
without speaking.
her name is Love.
she says she wants to hold me
in the darkness of some night.
but I am not a good cuddler.
I can't sleep less than two feet
away from anybody.
she'll have to wait.
Brown Spot by Phil Ginsburg
When he was a teenager
Over the years it got bigger and browner
He rubbed it and it bled
And then one day we found out it was melanoma
At the age thirty one it killed him
My parents were devastated
My brother was the constellation of the family
He was a lawyer, then a judge
One of the youngest in the state
I knew what my parents thought:
Why him?
Why not the other one?
Why him, who made us so proud?
Even I said, “Why him?”
It should have been me
It’s the black sheep that deserves the brown spot
But after my brother died I found some stuff buried in his closet
Stuff judges put people in jail for
Pictures of women, the kind you see in bondage magazines
Stuff my brother was into on weekends that would have killed my parents
If they had known about it
I burnt those pictures in a pot one night in the backyard
All my brother’s bondage went up in smoke
Like my parent’s dreams.
For Crying Outright by A.J. Huffman
Spreading your arms
in mocking.
But three times
the banshee scream fails
to complete the rotation.
You open the window.
Again.
Hoping the midnight wind
will curb the echo.
But the hollow widens instead.
Rushing to meet your fist
the moment it cracks
like glass.
Or the clock
that bleeds for you.
But never quite gets the timing right.
back then by Justin Hyde
& someone to talk to.
having neither
i dropped down
into this alternate chamber
within myself
here
where light
& sound
trickle faintly
as into a well.
what's wrong?
ask the
various women
unlucky enough
to come into
my life.
i try to
explain
we dance around
the ineffable
their hearts
become
brittle
thread-worn
washing
down-river
like dust.
Two Pieces by Luca Penne
Most of the roads go nowhere, the bridges out but replaced by flimsy plank excuses, the asphalt stripped to reveal boulders abandoned by glaciers eleven thousand years ago, before anyone had learned to read the bible. Downtown, dirt tracks intersect among buildings wrecked and lacking facades. Only the pharmacy remains open. Ken in white jacket disperses painkillers in blue, pink, and green. Behind the shops the canal sulks in muddy withdrawal. Beyond and parallel, the railroad high on its embankment still functions. Long freight trains from Canada rattle past. Nothing derails the rush of commerce, but the town no longer pulses with corruption. The realtors and selectmen have drowned, the lawyers have slunk away. Big houses built by speculators collapsed when foundations cracked and the wetlands had their revenge. Nothing left to brag about. The state and federal governments looked, promised, and left. The last adolescent lovers claim a half-toppled house for their noisy, feverish sex. The child they’ll abort will ghost above the ruins forever. But once the roads repave themselves and new speculators enrich themselves that spirit will tatter like a flag of surrender. The winter light hangs overhead in sallow tones unflattering to survivors.
Guppy Adrift
His brittle fins look frail as mica. “Throw that thing out,” you say. But guppy looks clairvoyant in death. Not like tea leaves, though. Instead of sinking he floats like a compass needle. He doesn’t point north but toward the sea. “Get that thing out of the tank before it poisons the other fish.” A pair of angelfish nose the carcass. Guppy swells a little, and then, as we stare at him, pops. Yellow scum leaks from the split seam. Disgusted, you scoop with your empty coffee cup and corral the mess. “I’m tired of cleaning up your little disasters,” you observe. The angelfish nose up to the surface, blowing tiny bubbles. They seem disappointed that the carcass has disappeared. I think they were happy that guppy bloated and died. You look at me sideways, hoping that when I die you’re far away, enjoying the tropical sun.
Two Poems by William Doreski
The small crowd disperses. The air
hums with fragmented hymns. Sunday
always feels too vague, the hills
burdened with what Yeats called “autumn
glory” and others call “sorrow
of leaf-fall.” Somewhere a python
digests a full-grown man. Somewhere
a bomb erupts in a trash can.
Somewhere a mob of rapists
plots to ravish a tiny village
where the men have died in war.
Here in the brassy roadside weeds
of New Hampshire, plastic bottles
sulk unredeemed, little crimes
that define us. I consume
more than my share of culture,
but like the snake spend little time
with mastication and far too long
with digestion. This afternoon
the slant of light re-sculpts the trees
to suggest a Halloween terror
not even tiny children believe
but everyone wishes were real.
I recall the garage down the street
where a man hanged himself to prove
his love for his unfaithful wife.
More than half a century ago
I tormented myself by staring
into the dark of that ruin
until I saw the hanged man hanging
and forced him to catch my eye.
The creak of rope on rafter
still lingers. The whisk and shudder
of windy leaves across the highway
suggests many lost conversations;
but my foolish attempt to talk
to that hanged man is my only
instance of self-defining speech.
Guzzling Red Wine with Woody
A restaurant-bar off Broadway.
Guzzling red wine with Woody,
I rant about bell curves, pensions,
and the state of the arts. The waiter
blushes when I claim Boolean
algebra has sinned against the heart.
Woody nods, scanning the room.
His red hair has faded, leaving
his lumpy features exposed.
I want to explain why photographs
trump the landscape of the body
in a truly hedonistic world.
But the words become silt choking
a famous river in Europe,
and the English language resists
my palate, assuming sharp angles
derived from Greek. Woody sighs,
recalling his many lost loves.
They don’t stay lost, their faces
drifting over Central Park, their smiles
busy as chemical sunsets,
their angelic poses threatening.
I explain in sharp-cornered speech
why love between men and women
no longer seems as natural
as garnets blossoming in schist,
and describe a paradigm shaped more
like a haunted house, every room
glowing blue and uttering groans.
Woody doesn’t dispute me,
but we’ve drained two expensive bottles
of cabernet, and the opera begins
in ten minutes. The waiter, pleased
with his tip, waves us goodbye,
and our last tatters of small talk
leave hints of tears in his eyes.
Two Poems by Gordon Mason
Sometimes I dream in Spanish,
an impression in my pillow.
Here I am a passenger
of my inner thoughts,
the tallest voice
in a village constructed
from bricks of my past.
I bite into fragile fruit
stolen from mute wasps
and sit in my guilt
with voices like fingernails
to pick at my neck.
Their words are my island’s
and I am the stranger,
chaotic with verbs
and letters of sleep.
Flight from Frankfurt
His head is buried
in Aldous Huxley;
his feet are buried
in twelve buckle leather boots.
Huxley is open
at page 23;
his right boot is open
from toe to instep.
Huxley in paperback;
sole in loose-leaf.
Two Poems by Stephanie Smith
They say we all have to begin somewhere
A little speck captured in a sonogram
grows into the teenager
you want to slap in the face
I found my wife bathing in the sink again
I can tell she’s had sex with the neighbor
She can no longer sit in the tub because
the drain’s filled up with hair
She feels guilty and I feel guilty
for wanting to slap her in the face
They say we all gotta go sometime
and there’s no time like the present
I’m feeling guilty
as I clean up the blood in the bathtub,
scrubbing away all traces of her scent
THE PAST IS ONE SICK BASTARD
Imagine being
raped by your own past
and carrying the
cross forever
Why bother going on
when all the bars are closed –
and blood oozes out
from underneath the doors,
out of every single pore?
You can’t strip this skin,
this dirty skin you’re stuck in
And the past just laughs
and slaps your face
and wonders who
else you’ve been with
AM I WORTHLESS? by John Tustin
innumerable times.
Because I did not perform,
did not negotiate,
did not meet her predetermined
criteria in some way,
in any way
(I take it
like a boxer
takes a right hook).
I have seen that look,
barely camouflaged,
in the eyes of my parents,
my teachers,
former friends,
employers:
The disappointment.
Because on the surface,
in the smiling beginning,
I seemed better,
smarter, stronger,
full of promise.
Shy but brave.
Capable.
Culpable.
I watched my mother cry
and couldn’t reach out to her,
hug her,
give her what she wanted.
I was a child
no matter what my age.
I cried once as she was dying,
once when she died,
and once after.
I have been fired from a job.
I have been asked
not to return
to a dozen places;
a job, a diner,
the Long Island Railroad,
an acquaintance’s home.
I have done things
I am ashamed of,
when clothed or naked,
and they burn my soul, these things,
until the smell of rot
comes from it.
But when my friend Emily
moved to Boston seventeen years ago
she wrote me a letter
telling me
there was a light around me
she could see
and it was a rare thing I had.
And either she saw something
or was lying to me
to make me feel good
and either way
when I think about it
the angels that
I blasted
out of the sky
with gunshots and words
and action
and inaction
rise and glow like the promise of heaven,
forgiving me,
waving glorious wings
of a slowly unfolding
rapture.
Oh,
I am something bright and beautiful!
Emily,
this poem is for you.
Two Poems by Billy Joe Howell-Sinnard
the blue sound of conversations
a smokey blue threat
a blue thumb
the blue that's really black
the blue day and the blue night
a blue mirror a blue tattoo
blue smoke above the city
the blue moon in my head
the blue eaten food
blue tongue
naked blue lips
the blue pill under my pillow
This is Where I am Today, but There is a Tomorrow
Recoil and gun powder
shock to life,
words a grey residue
on the pure white page.
Poetry is suicide resisted,
the cocked gun turned aside,
bullets fired in the air.
Two Pieces by Sean Pravica
My brother rarely speaks. After giving a homeless man a dollar, he rubbed his chin before blithely recalling, “There was a day when I only had three dollars to my name. I was hungry and I was bored. Then I bought a forty. I wasn’t hungry anymore.”
He exhaled a satisfied breath for a time gone and over, saying, “And I wasn’t bored.”
A Stranger in Town
Rail thin, he wore a red and blue one-piece jumpsuit. He rubbed his crotch blatantly before traffic, but his placid blue eyes gave no indication of perversion, only relief.
It was impossible to peel my eyes away from his face, calm, serene, waiting at the crosswalk. I was sad to think I would see him only like this, from a car window and likely never again.
What I wondered second most was what his voice sounded like. What I wondered most was what his child was named, since he again carried the powder blue blanket warmly bundling up nothing.
be here now by Sean Pravica
She was gone
And the money on the table
Went with her
There are moments in the day
Relentless with presence
Now
Its now
And now
There’s no escape
That pummel us into submission
The dark side of satori
It’s the sadder ending
To an old zen story
lorca by Steve Calamars
against hard times
as we crush cars
like accordions and
tear tanks in two like
tissue paper
because the muscle strains
in our chests
turned out to be heart ache
which turned into
heart burn and left
our insides scorched
as martian suburbs
so now we butcher
butterflies and assassinate
landscapes just to
feel alive
even though
we can hear our
deaths like
black violins
and see our futures
bursting like fire works
and femoral arteries
Sister Louisa by Melanie Browne
sprawled on the
floor of bookstores,
a goose quill pen
became her
secret companion.
I fear I love
the ink more
than I love
Jesus, she
whispered later,
as she sipped
coffee from a
chipped teacup
and nervously
tapped her fingers
in her sleep
her hands
became the
parchment,
in the morning
she scrubbed
vigorously the
raven smudges
from her palms,
after awhile
she assumed
Jesus didn't mind
the ink,
he was too busy
with the emperors,
and the kings,
the dukes. the lords.
when the other
sisters began to
gossip sister
Louisa quoted
Charlemagne,
she stared ahead
at the flat earth,
the quill pen
folded in her bosom
The Death Of King Arthurs Mare by Melanie Browne
a long one about the
death of King Arthurs Mare,
he slurred his speech a bit,
he rubbed his eyes,
and the legs
of his jeans,
Arthur was alone,
grieving for Llamrei,
the poet began,
and that whore
Gwenevere was
off fucking Lancelot,
The room was silent.
I could see that he
was tearing up,
Arthur wished he was
a wild boar,
the poet
took a drink of water,
gulping loudly into the
microphone,
so that he might rip off
Lancelot's head,
the moon that night
was purple,
and the night was cruel.
Arthur cursed the heavens,
Lancelot and Gwenevere
didn't last, however,
Gwenevere got caught in
the housing crunch,
was laid off from her job,
and started turning tricks
near the entrance to the
Lincoln Tunnel.
Arthur still weeps
for Llamrei and
sometimes Gwenevere,
but he met a cutie
from El Salvador-
they sell handbags
near Canal street.
After the poet
finished the reading,
I told him I
liked his poem,
he smiled
and asked me if I
liked coffee,
if I want to read
more of his stuff,
later he showed me
his notebook,
it's full
of poems about
Gwenevere,
her real name is Arlene,
he said,
she likes horses,
I just met her at NA
Two Pieces by Michael Frissore
Our daddies were all young once. Well, not mine. He’s from Ork. But our fathers who said it is what it is in Heaven worked hard
planting bubblegum in the sand. They beat the shit out of chickens with rakes and moved objects with their minds. Our poppies ate
their own shit and grew cocktail frank trees. Our dads used Uzis and AK-47s. They had no use for reading and writing. We accept that.
Our male persons who begot children ate dog food from a can and drank goat piss on the rocks. They let us drink it through a Krazy
straw. Our papas punched each other in the face and lay, loose as a goose, in quicksand. Our padres bought flamethrowers and burned
down the town hall. Our sires gave us marshmallows to roast. What could we possibly do, then, but run to the convenience store for
some chocolate and graham crackers.
Up
For the first seven minutes. You feel that shower spout ebbing and storming and drooling and burbling. Stronger than Jim Thome or God
because, come on, Thome never took steroids and what kind of ballplayer never does the juice. And God? Let’s be honest, if there
was a God why doesn’t he just show up here and buy a sandwich and a bag of Lays, maybe a Pepsi?
Then nothing. Then that broken towel rack and Old Spice deodorant and Bob the Builder on a LG television. Beauty lasts seven minutes.
Except for that spider you had to kill. That’s what I mean. Dancing and cranking it in the shower. That’s just silly, but still. It’s
something. Not as bad as a wedding with no open bar. If you must jack in the shower don’t try to fuck the shampoo bottle. Trust me.
Do it naked, lying down, standing up, whichever is comfortable. Call out the name of your silly God who doesn’t exist. Just don’t let
the kids walk in on you.
Two Poems by Ross Vassilev
is white clouds and a lollipop.
the meaning of life
got lost somewhere in
dreams of Loni Anderson
and these pills that I'm taking
that make the room
lean first to the left
and then to the right.
what I'm going through here
is some kind of
unraveling of the spirit
or maybe
a Los Alamos of the mind.
I'm writing to you
from the other side
of something
and I'm staring at a clock with
no hands.
these pills remind me
of the dead
blackbird
I came across once
staring up at me
with its dead black eye
like lost soldiers
in long faraway forgotten wars.
still (more dead than) alive in some rathole somewhere in America
I'm still alive
cuz when I wake up
in the morning
I feel this pain in my right leg
like one of those hairy
crippled smith-Gods that
never shave, just sit around
playing with themselves
in the forge all day
dreaming of nymphs
and Goddesses
and high school cheerleaders
and I'm still alive
cuz I hate with the heart
of a true Bolshevik
I mean slitting throats
bayoneting the class enemies
setting fire to the churches
a real bloodbath orgy of
killing before sipping
my iced tea
this world is mostly insanity
like Maupassant going
mad
from the syphilis he got
from some Parisian whore
and Henry Miller laughing
at Parisian whores
and Apollinaire dying
a thousand deaths
living is a walking cancer
living is dying slowly
like the surgeon cutting
off one piece this month
and another the next
and I'm sorry if this poem
didn't cheer you up.
Otto by Wolfgang Carstens
son-of-a-bitches
i’ve ever known.
he joined the German army
when he was fourteen,
fought on the front lines
at Stalingrad,
and despite poor clothing,
no provisions,
and the harsh Russian winter,
he never surrendered.
Otto was tough,
but tobacco was tougher.
even as cancer
ate away one hundred forty-five pounds
of solid muscle,
he kicked the shit
out of three healthy men
who’d dishonored his wife.
the last time i saw him
he was alone in his dark study
wearing his smoking jacket and cravat,
with a White Owl cigar
smoldering between his teeth
and that solitary tear
running down his cheek
told me all there was to know
about being tough
Two Poems by Justin Hyde
standing on the corner
of ingersoll
and 31st
leaning against
a fire hydrant
you conduct
a census:
95$
gone
straight into
thin air
like a cat fart.
two pitchers of bud light
six shots of jameson
an indeterminate fog
of butterscotch shots
with some flab bag
who took you home
and whose apartment
you now walk home from -
- lumbering
sideways
and heavy
like an
elephant trunk.
three months of sobriety
down the drain
quick as a brick
into a wishing well.
sobriety was sustainable
endurable
but there was
something false
it dried up center
like a patch
of brown grass.
there's gotta be
middle ground
a switzerland
somewhere in your mind
to plant a flag
some island
between ice water
and a body bag.
you cipher it
right there
as a city bus
passes you
and you puke
into an evergreen bush
in front of a
dentist office:
once
twice a week max
put a twenty in your wallet
leave the debit card at home
a couple pitchers
nice and easy
bend the mind a little
let it dip into your heart.
this is
the mindfuck
the drunk
parlays on himself.
what's news
young man?
asks a fogey
ticking down
the sidewalk
with a four prong cane.
anarchy
on a budget,
you mumble
penduling on.
the reading public
i read a-lot
mostly dean koontz,
says the middle aged homo
who works the cash register
at the grocery store cafe.
he's taking
a coffee break
with one of the waitresses
in the booth beside me.
she says she
loves twilight
reads them over
and over
didn't like the second one
but it's still better
than the movie.
most people read
for the same reason
they watch tv:
a facile means
of tickling
their banal impulse:
a little candle
of cheap smut
to warm the
bowl of cold oatmeal
between their ears.
give them schopenhauer's manifesto
a novel by celine
or a book of stories by chekhov
something that draws
real blood
cutting into the guts
of the machine
give them a
book of letters
from bukowski or nietzsche
or a biography
of thomas jefferson.
they'd furrow
their brow
like a donkey with gas
and toss it
into the garbage
after seven
and a half pages.
reclamation project by Justin Hyde
from the bottle
he is left
with the heavy machinery
of his mind
hanging from a rope
like a busted tractor engine
in a barn.
he stands
at a distance
eying
the strange contraption
skeptically.
sunlight
coming through the windows
for the first time in years
frightens him
immensely.
My Last Thanksgiving by Catfish McDaris
$60 from the drive up ATM
I was tuning in Steely Dan
A Nixon masked person
with a revved chainsaw
cut off her extended arm
& grabbed it & the money
Ripping my belt from my
trousers, I made a tourniquet
next thing I knew I was on
the floor in a store
A circle of frozen turkeys
were shooting dice with tiny
hands, several had cigars
puffing from their neck hole
They were cursing in Turkish,
sounding pissed off & flipping
each other the bird, looking
around I noticed I was naked
I had a cell phone, I dialed 911
the operator asked, "What is
your emergency?" all I said
was gobble gobble gobble
Waking in a pool of sweat
I saw a full bottle of 101
proof whiskey, reaching
To scratch my testicles
I trotted for the bathroom
to discover two tiny plucked
butter balls, I thought this
is worse than Naked Lunch.
these thick girls by Steve Calamars
across tight ropes and
base jumping from their
high expectations
without a parachute
their plunging necklines
and cartoon cleavage
leave me feeling
light headed and animated
to the point where i'm
making assumptions and
drawing conclusions
without a trace of evidence
believing they'll find their
way to my bedroom and lose
their panties beneath
my sheets
only to discover later
that i had their signals crossed
and i'm bound to end up alone
for the night
with my mind in knots
and my heart hanging
in my chest like a
fleshy chandelier . . .
50/50 SPLIT by John Tustin
the anabolic sameness of them,
like tires slowly
continually
decimating the street.
You are disappointing
daily
like the blackheads on my nose
in every morning mirror.
And now you are nothing more
than mosquitoes in the night
that are not worth
turning on the light
and searching for
to kill.
But you wrote this
poem
and many others
with your filthy mouth
and abhorrent actions –
I just put them down –
so I guess I owe you something.
Just not half.
Two Poems by David McLean
thought gets tainted by the darkness,
like Pearl Jam say, and what you see
is determined by your capacity
for seeing, what lives free in front of us
and each shard of shattered nothing
that is there for us to touch;
and i would rather die than be a dead man
living his weakness, his pride and his stupid
weak children
thought gets tainted easily, except
where whales swim in us fragments
of nature, something at any rate
untouched, some body better
than man to love
a gross bundle
life in the too filthy flesh
is a gross bundle of rags
and stupid illusions,
a lump of psychic ugly,
a hairy monkey gibbering
under a dead man's bed
and up the staircase goes love
a reluctant foot, broken bones
and radical homelessness
wherever we are, lumpy
little bundles of fat flesh, death,
whitening scars,
life has wandered much too far
Going Dutch by Catfish McDaris
like snow on a
warm winter day
I didn't know
what to do,
so I went to
a whorehouse
A young woman
led me to her room
She removed her
clothes & I started
crying, she took a
knife & cut off my ear
I felt a sudden urge
to paint sunflowers.
Her Vagina Looks Like by April Michelle Bratten
a giant inflamed mushroom,
swollen and offensive,
or the greasy insides of a pumpkin,
the guts, sticky orange stuck
to walls of fleshy white.
Her vagina will never smell like
wet-sweet earth, no,
because it has large protrusions,
little heads peeking,
millions of mouths gabbing,
dribbling their pus.
Her vagina reeks like
bottom of dead foot,
a rotting, rotting,
old and haggard piece.
Fatty-fat, it still talks.
It tries to force open
from its swell,
that willing thing.
It puffs up, irritated
to scratch me like a rope
and berate my smooth.
Oh,
femme-monster,
I tell you, leave,
leave my hawk-eyes!
Leave me, leave me,
for you have turned stupid
and inconsolable.
No more of your stiff scratch,
I want the silk-silky majesty of your leave,
you awful tack!
Happy Birthday Leah by Melanie Browne
we have anything
in common
the fact is,
I don't even
know who the
hell you are
but you must be
pretty special
You're so special
someone wrote
Happy Birthday Leah!
on the back of your
car with white shoe
polish,
It makes me want
to find a filthy
restroom
and hurl the rest of my
Big-Mac into the
nothingness
Leah I hate you so
much, I hope a bird shits
on your new
designer handbag
herein lies the difference by Rob Plath
the table which upon i write for long hours
& gaze long & hard at my own limbs
i inherited the forearms of my father
hairy leg-breaking forearms of a german gangster
but strangely they taper into thin wrists
unlike my father's thick handcuff-rough wrists
& screwed on to the ends are soft palmed hands w/long fingers
unlike my father's big meaty pistol whipping hands
i swivel them, wiggling the thin digits
how they were made for the keys, the abc's, for creation
unlike my father's made for the trigger, breaking things, unmaking things
Waiting for Poems by Donal Mahoney
sucking yourself in
praying the right words
will fall in your ear
toboggan over the whorls
pierce the canal
and settle in your brain,
an embryonic delight.
Sometimes you sit for days
and finally the words come
and they're always a surprise
like the first tulip in April
or a sudden
orgasm for your wife.
FAME by Mike Meraz
who chopped up his girlfriend
is now on the cover of the Gambit Weekly.
killing is a way to fame
and so is being killed
but before you are killed
you have to have some talent
or die in a totally gruesome way
there is no room for beginners here.
Reading Proust by Paul Hellweg
the anesthetic effect of habit
almost one hundred years
before I read his words.
I understand the wisdom
of which he speaks,
but his words are meant for other people,
ones whose lives are ordinary and staid,
not for poets, not for anyone
in touch with the great absence.
DANGLING by Stephanie Smith
I see only their genitals
dangling like gold earrings
on sagging lobes
Ears they cannot hear from
because their egos are too large
it smothers their senses
When I look at people
I see only the sexes
split in two
in such a disgusting display
of division
and derision
it makes me want to puke
Two Poems by Ross Vassilev
I remember
the dust of 9/11
in the blue Indian sky
over Manhattan
where hippies
and Yippies are still
putting flowers
in the guns of
American soldiers
where Diana Oughton
is still making bombs
in her top-floor
Greenwich flat and
suicide bombers
still wait in vain
for their 72 virgins
I used to live in
that place
full of the homeless
and the insane
a place that chews up
your soul
and spits it out
for dogs to
crap on
so did I cry on 9/11
like everyone
else?
the answer to that
is no.
the eagle has landed
death of the spirit as
a dove falls from the sky;
think of death
as a killer clown like
John Wayne Gacy
or Ronald Reagan;
Ronnie, I jerked off to
your daughter Patti
when I saw her
on the cover of Playboy
with some black guy
grabbing her tits
from behind; it didn't
take away from all
the carnage of
your dirty wars in
Central America but
it was something;
Ronnie, you were
Maggie Thatcher minus
the mustache; and when
I think of death
I think of you and
your big phony grin
like a Nazi death-head
with moussed hair.
Lost Garden by Jonathan Butcher
hushed tones of it’s eventual arrival, as we pass the
bottle back and forth under the radio’s white hiss.
Overlooking the outstretched lawn, dotted with soiled
tables the garage on our left, drenched in mothering ivy
a green veined pandemic, crawling towards the midnight
clouds.
The dogs demand feeding, like lost children, much to
our annoyance, the peace disrupted by this brief responsibility
whose shadow we hope to evade a little while longer.
Even in this dark it finds it’s way, hurtling towards us, through
what we consider the remaining years, and still remains
green and light through all seasons.
Walking Down Prospect St by Diana Rose
Lifting my cheeks to flowing raindrops
The deep melodic tone beating off of railroad tracks
I breathe deep, soaked to skin
So happy to be alive.
Mexican couple carrying
plastic bags of groceries
enough for tonights dinner
laugh as they pass
the wife balances a flat of eggs in one hand
smacks her husbands ass with the other.
Simplicity is the root of all happiness.
Lillac trees sway
to the breeze of speeding cars
Puddles splash up on
my soaked shoes as they squish squish squish
like a Kerouac haiku.
Funny the crazy looks you get
walking through afternoon rain.
Like the smile I got from you
Two Poems by Gary Beck
The city of excess
produces waste,
pollutes the landscape,
poisons the waters, the air,
deludes us from awareness,
distracts us from action
diverts us with culture,
until sated citizens
perish from enrichment.
Images of Despair
War veterans
with artificial limbs
waiting in line
at a soup kitchen.
A homeless child
with running nose,
diseased eyes,
tattered jacket,
begging for change
on a winter street.
A bag lady
with filthy grey hair,
bedecked in rags,
rummaging in the trash can
for the evening repast.
London, Paris, Rome,
ancient cities,
these sights we expect,
but approved misery
is a painful surprise
in New York City.
Pussy and Wine by Maria Gornell
in that assimilation of resonance.
I still drank (the wine) tonight
barely concerned by inches of cock
or trips to ‘hit that’
Honestly? There isn’t one man within
a 100 mile radius I would bother
dropping by reserve for.
But the wine do make me open
laid bare emotion – hungering
for an intimacy I crave with
every fibre of my being.
I don’t do the date lines
webcams or chat shit
it all feels too, souless
But sometimes I have been known
to send a message in haste
Expose my vulnerability
tell all the world that I am
lying here pathetic
woman, pussy wet
without a hope in hell
It will be satisfied.
And so I scream to the moon
to every man (god) in sight
This cunt is not dead yet.
The Blues by LD Wilkinson
in suburbia
where tranquillity
comes out
of the trees
and out
of the birds
and the hosepipes
and dribbles
down the street
under ice-cream vans
and into
clean gutters
where even the shit
shines like diamonds
so hard listening
to my neighbour
telling me
you’ve really got to
get rid of that clover
pointing at the stuff
as if clover
is the new black
so I walk
into the city
and find
the smallest darkest
loudest pub
and buy the most
overpriced whisky
and sit
and tap my foot
to the blues
and wonder
what the hell
I’m going to do
about the clover
Me, William Wantling and a Police Cell by Joseph Ridgwell
I was remarkably sober
I’d been through the same situation many times
A night in the cells was unpleasant, but not unendurable
It hadn’t happened in a while though
My girl called the cops after I’d threatened to break her legs
And half-strength strangled her in the bathtub
Mind you she’d tried to rip my balls off
So in the circumstances
I figured it was a reasonable reaction
Once inside the station
It was the same old scene
Fingerprints, mug shot, DNA swab
I followed instructions in muted fashion
Having a bit of trouble with the thumb print,
Turning the wrong way and shit
My belongings were placed into a sealed bag
Belt and shoelaces included
But somehow the cops missed a copy of William Wantling’s
The Fix
Stuck under my arm
And when the heavy door cell slammed shut
It was still stuck under my arm
I glanced around the barren box and reflected on things
It was 3.30AM, the cell was cold, and I was aching all over
But at least I had Wantling
A minor victory in a night gone wrong
I stretched out on the hard bed, flicked open the book, and read a poem at random
……Dreams are cages within which we observe the cages without…………
In the cell next door
Some freak banging his head against the wall
And a disembodied voice
Screaming the incarcerated scream
It was a little unsettling, and distracted from the Wantling
Eventually I put the book down
Fished through my pockets
Found a five pence piece
Carved the name Annie
On that cell door
And waited for the unforgiving dawn
Soul-Mate by Justin Hyde
he finally got
internet
been looking at
big titties
all day long
but what he really wants
is a soul-mate.
i tell him
he should
put a profile
on one of those
dating sites.
tried i
tried but
you need email
ain't got
no clue
how the hell
you get email,
he says
banging his left hand
on the bar
it's cramped up
into a
claw again
something about
lead poisoning
he got
twenty years ago
in a
sardine factory.
i get a pen
from the bartender
write
yahoo.com on it.
it's simple
free,
i tell him.
now i'm
cooking with
gasoline,
he says
leaving me
a handful of drink tickets
from
video poker.
it never ends
this lifetime
spent
filling
a hole.
DISCONNECTED #7 by Gillian Prew
this petrified trouble,
knocking for medicine in the exiled crevices –
the mourning ducts and their art tearing
at the science of discomfort. It is futile,
these lost lungs,
compressed by apprehensive bars -
with the volition of a bird,
the rage of incarcerated madmen.
It is wrong to wrench the poetry from them
when it leaks already
a subjugated storm. I
use my heart as a cudgel,
accessing the criminal in the bone. These small deaths
enough to make me lay down my life
and wish to be a poet;
a dedicated lover
that bears no witness to ego, that sloughs
the skin like a sacrifice, that sheds the dry despair
of streets filled with throes of juddering fish.
BECAUSE WE BREATHE by Stephanie Smith
We must get up
to the morning rush,
get dressed,
and wash the faces
we reluctantly wear each day,
succumb to the loneliness
awaiting us,
which strangles us
so we can’t speak
how we really feel,
but only put on heirs
We must work each day
at a job we loathe,
come home to the family
we’re forced to love,
retreat into dreams that tease
and repeat
all because we breathe
on knowing the queen of the sanitation department by John Grochalski
slapping down the daily news
in front of me
it is a picture of a dead woman
being taken out of her house on a stretcher
the neighbors are loitering around
taking photographs with their cell phones
disgusting, isn’t it? she asks
typical, i say
standard human behavior
no, she says
people have gotten worse
society has gotten worse
it’s these cell phones
and this technology
air conditioners and reality tv
the internet and all of those damned video games
people don’t care, she says
not like they used to
people have never cared, i tell her
you have us confused with another kind of animal
people did care
they did once in this country, she says
people had respect and pride
we had a sense of community in this city
but not now
people are disgusting to each other here
and in the world at large, she says
just yesterday i saw a woman walk outside
and dump garbage all over the street
even though there was a garbage can
a half a block down
i asked her what she thought she was doing
dumping that shit all over
and do you know what she said to me?
she asks
what?
this bitch says
what’re you? queen of the sanitation department?
and what did you say?
i said, yeah, i’m the queen of the
fucking sanitation department
you bet your ass i am
and if you don’t pick that garbage up
i’m going to grab you by the neck
and ram it down your fucking throat
i swear, she says
people just can’t be kind and considerate
anymore.
Two Poems by Ryan Quinn Flanagan
That Ever Scared the Hell
Out of Me
The red lights in the church basement
at night
were always sinister.
My parents would have the radio on
in the front seat
and (seemingly) not take notice
as I watched the Grace United Church basement
at the corner of Cook St.
and Dunlop
light up an ominous funery red
as if the fires of hell had been released
on the world
while no one was looking
and the four horses of the apocalypse rode closer
and closer
while Connie Francis sang about the boys
somewhere above the commercial band.
I imagined wild thirsting orgies
where men in black robes
drank the blood of sacrificed virgins
and sodomized their lifeless bodies
to Gregorian chants
and pentagrams etched into the floor
or severed heads on sticks
with the mouths sewn shut
leaning against a wall run red
with blood.
I may be projecting such images
on the past
with hindsight
(or perhaps not),
but I assure you
my blind fear of that searing basement red
was both sincere
and palpable.
Imagine my terror
when my mother took me
to join the congregation
one Sunday
when she was going through her pious
give thanks
body of Christ
Noah with water wings
collection plate absolution
phase.
The only bathroom was in the basement
and I really had to go.
While Saul
turned into Paul
from the pulpit,
I turned water
into urine
all over the pew.
And as my mother lead me out
of there
a resounding chorus of Hallelujah ran out
from the congregation.
Who,
unbeknownst to my mother,
praised the good lord
in song
by day,
and dismembered stillborn babies
over a basement altar
in the evening.
3:30am
I never understood why TV programs
that try to hit you up for money
are always on at 3:30am
trying to catch the stoned
welfare crowd.
Or do they imagine the Fortune 500
is looking to open its purse strings
to late night programming
and the middle-classes decided
they no longer need sleep
before work?
If this is their hope
they’ll be sorely disappointed.
If you’re like me
and you’re sitting up at 3:30am this morning
you likely spent your last 30 bucks
on mushrooms and beer
and can’t stop laughing
at the starving kids
in Africa.
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